BEAUTIFUL SUNSET

I have always love sunsets, it's my favorite time of the day. I find sunset more beautiful when I'm at the beach. I simply can't resist taking photos of it all over again. Looking at the sunset makes you feel at ease, there's something magical in it that I can't figured out what. One thing I am certain - PEACE is seeing a sunset and knowing WHO to thank. 

It is almost impossible to watch a sunset and not dream.

~ Bern Williams

A MUTUAL ADDICTION

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

~ CHUCK PALAHNIUK, Choke

DEAR EARTH...

Dear Earth,

I need you to rotate a bit faster.

I am waiting for the best thing

to happen to me.

P.S. 

I'm not being impatient ok. :)

Always,

i N a

WHEN.WHERE.WHO

i hope so... =)

MY KIND OF ROAD

Looking at the photo above, I can't help but sigh. 

A very simple sigh of awe. Such a nice view.

a little dark

got the moon as your light

lot of stars

trees around

a bit cold

in a car

music playing

with a person that matters

It's my kind of road!

TREE HOUSE

 

TREE HOUSE - it's one of my childhood fantasies. LOL! Every time I saw tree houses whether in movies or cartoons, I always think it would be so nice to have that aside from your own house. You and your playmates would just go there and play, it will be like your own territory with rules of your own.  It's just so cool! Too bad we don't have a backyard with trees. Haha! 

But it would really be nice to have one. Even now that I am all grown up, I still wanted to have a tree house. It can be a place wherein you can always go to when you want to be alone, away from everybody else and felt like you have a world of your own. Just like a hide out as they say. =)

BALLOON FLIGHT

 

Over a lunch with some friends yesterday, we've talked a little about childhood and kiddie stuffs. Can't exactly remember how the conversation went there. But I remember saying that when I was a kid, I used to believe that a bunch of balloons will fly you up in the sky. Imagine how I strongly wish to have experience that before. My friends laugh hard when I told them that. Childish thoughts, I know. LOL!

Seeing this picture, it makes me wonder again. 

I would need a loooooooooot of balloons. =)

A LOT OF WISHING

 

I wish...

to have a room full of shoes.

all clothes looks good on me.

I have all Hello Kitty stuffs. 

to have all the latest gadgets.

I know how to play a guitar.

to have a tattoo at my ankle or feet.

I have a house beside the sea.

to have a tree house too.

weekends are longer.

to have more time to do other things.

I'm a billionaire.

to travel around the world.

I have my own beach resort.

to owned a coffee shop.

I could find time to catch up with old friends.

we have time machines to go at an era you want. 

I have the power to read other people's mind.

to see the end of a rainbow.

my son would not disobey me when he grows up.

it's easy to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

moving on is not difficult.

 everything could just be okay.

 we don't need to deal with problems anymore.

love is enough for couples.

it's easy to find the right person for you.

  he'll now come.

I've been doing a lot of wishing lately. I apologize for wanting to have all these. Everybody can just wish, it's for free. After all, who knows, it might all come true. :)

DREAM CATCHER

I like the idea of a dream catcher.

Dream catchers are one of the most fascinating traditions of Native Americans. The traditional dream catcher was intended to protect the sleeping individual from negative dreams, while letting positive dreams through. The positive dreams would slip through the hole in the center of the dream catcher, and glide down the feathers to the sleeping person below. The negative dreams would get caught up in the web, and expire when the first rays of the sun struck them. (www.dream-catchers.org)

I just wish it can do the same when falling in love.

ESCAPING

if only i could...
* s i g h *

TAKE ME

it takes a real man to do this...

IN A JAR

Wouldn't it be beautiful if I could put joy and happiness in a jar just like the fireflies? So that if I unlock the lid, it would flow everywhere.

It would be so nice.

WHEN I'M ALONE

there were times that I just can't help
but think of you..

at a snap of a finger
everything flashed back in my mind..

when I am alone
is when I feel you the most..

WAITING FOR...

if you were happy with the wrong one,

just think how happy you will be

when the right one comes...

TRANSITION

new beginnings
changes
adjustments
getting used to it
seeking for help
asking for guidance
knowing the do's and dont's
learning

These were the things that my life is revolving right now. Just got promoted and I am preoccupied with all of these and was trying to grasp each one of them. It is indeed a big transition for me and I got to admit that I am still on the process of being accustomed to all the new tasks that was given to me. It was kind of hard for me now, still adjusting, but these fresh and unknown things just serve as a challenge for me to make it there. I am giving myself enough time, and sooner or later, I can do it just like everyone else does...

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

It's been awhile. All this time, I was trapped in an illusion. I keep on believing things would end up the way I wanted it to be. Though I know on the back of my mind, it was the impossible that I was wishing for.

I was such a hard-headed girl. I never stopped on hoping though the perceptible endings were just right in front of my face. Got to admit that I was locked on those moments and can't seem to find a way how to loosen it up.

It had affected me in one way or another. I just let myself dwell to that fantasy and be away from reality at some point in time. I was fully aware of the path that I am heading, it was not a good one, I know. Still I let myself indulge into it and not worry about what might have happened.

Our acquaintance and the times spent together were the best. It's like we were on our own world and don't have to worry about the rest. I had bring my true 'ME' when I'm with you and was having fun without worrying. We get along so well that even the uninteresting things will fascinates us at the end of the day.

I can clearly see the reasons why I stayed and let myself be deceived by the circumstances. Things between us were just too good to be true. It's like knowing that you are in a dream and just don't want to wake up.

I am now back to reality. The days I had with you was good but I don't want to just live on a dream. I am done with you and can definitely move on with my life. But then, you would stay as a beautiful nightmare for me...