SENTIMENTAL

unknown reasons are making me sentimental today... =(

GOOGLE IT!

It's the old search engine for Google. 

And it takes 30 days for search results. 

Seriously? 

Wanna know? 

Well, GOOGLE it! 

Hahahahahahaha.

DO YOU?

Do you ever miss the past?
Do you ever miss us?
I can't be the only one who does!

wondering...

AT ONE POINT...

so true.

at one point in my life,
you were all i ever wanted!

IT FEELS LIKE WHAT?

silent conversation
whispering to one another
bodies wanting
lips longing
tongues engaged
holding onto each other
time stopped
surroundings are spinning
hearts beating fast
mind trapped in a trance
living in the moment

i had forget what it feels like...


♥ the photo above is just sweet! ♥

EVER WISH?

this is what i feel now..
remembering my childhood..
back to those happy days..

ever wish you were a child again?

WHEN I'M ALONE

there were times that I just can't help
but think of you..

at a snap of a finger
everything flashed back in my mind..

when I am alone
is when I feel you the most..

REWIND

ever wish
life has a
rewind button?


not because of regrets

but simply to enjoy those moments you cherish

just one more time...

THE CRANBERRIES

I am soooooooo in love with Cranberries. I'll never get tired of listening and humming to their songs. I just played their songs while browsing the net and it suddenly brings back memories.

I love it when music takes me back to my yester-years.

Now Playing > Just My Imagination

FOR THE BETTER

I used to have a handle on life and I have to admit that it got broken for awhile. But now, I am slowly fixing it. I am thinking that maybe (just maybe) things are starting to change for the better and I hope things keep going the way they're going now.

FINGERS CROSSED!

NO REGRETS

i would like to look back at my life
and know i made the wrong choices
for all the right reasons

i have no regrets
and it's just comforting to recall
that i made them myself

it was worthy to know
that you manage to decide for yourself
and not for the people around you

HIGH SCHOOL DAYS

One of my friend in high school bring out a class picture and tag it on our Facebook accounts. It just reminds me a lot of good memories. Those were the days where our biggest worries is how to get our home works done, review for the upcoming exams, making sure we pass our projects on time, what to wear on the prom night, joining school activities, how to cut classes (LOL), where to go after school, hanging out with friends, etc.

For me, it's a chapter of your life wherein you are exploring yourself. You meet a lot of friends along the way and finding out who are the real ones. You fall in love deeply and get hurt then realized that it's not all about those sweet nothings. You are always eager and curious to know everything and seeing the lessons learned at the end.

Let's face it, we've now changed. We've all changed. All had gone to our own direction. We no longer spend time to the circle of friends that we have way back then, a lot of new people had arrived in our lives. But I have to admit that high school days were the best experiences of our lives...

• this photo was taken like 2 weeks ago with my good set of friends in high school. we get to see each other once in a blue moon. LOL! •

PASSION FOR TEACHING

I was browsing some old pictures on my computer when I saw the folder during the time that I was having my practice teaching. I missed those days. Teaching was actually my passion, I do love to be in front of a class, having a discussion and basically teaching students. I am the type of teacher that would always want the class to be fun because I don't want my students to be bored. My style of teaching is that I would make games every now and then, just so to review the things we've discussed from the past. My students were loving it, they are having so much fun and they were learning too at the same time. I can say that they can't wait for each time that we are going to review and have games again. It's one thing that motivates them to study and little did they know that they are already learning.

But when I had my practice teaching, I realized that it was not all about teaching. Being an educator requires a lot of dedication and love to your students. It's like a vocation, you can feel that you serve as an inspiration to your students and you should also be an example to them. Which I think I am not prepared to do. I got so many issues in life that I need to work on as well, and I am just brave enough to admit that I may not be a good example to my students. Would you like a naughty teacher for your kids? Hahaha. Well, if the time comes that I would really want to teach already, I know that I can do it with flying colors (i'm not bragging, right? LOL). I guess I'm just not ready for it now...

The woman in the middle was my mentor
when I had my second practice teaching.
I am so grateful that I had her 'coz she taught me a lot,
not just for being a teacher but with life as well.