REPLAY

Wish I could go back in time 

and replay some of the moments I miss best.

DON'T RUSH

Broken hearts are meant to be fixed.

It may take a day, a week, a month, or even years. But at some point, somebody is going to come in your life and make you realize why every other relationship failed. Don’t rush the process, because being single is God’s way of saying now is not the time for you.

EARTH HOUR 2011

Earth Hour will be observed tonight at 8:30-9:30PM MNL. Lights will be switch off around the globe for at least 60 minutes. This campaign is to send a message on taking action against global warming. It's just an hour sacrifice of not having lights and that will make a big difference. Let's all give our support!

It'll be fun! 

For once, 

darkness will do something good 

for the world. 

LOL!

7 DAYS

I have not been smoking for 7 straight days... yeah man! LOL. I do smoke a lot but not really a chain smoker though (or that's what I think? heehee). So, not having one stick of cigarette for a week was like an achievement for me. Oh yeah! Quitting smoking had never really crossed my mind yet. But I've been sick lately and my cough just won't stop that's why I decided to take a rest from smoking for awhile. Now that I've been doing it religiously for 7 days, I am having thoughts of really putting a dot into smoking. It's just a thought, it might change once I get better. That's a disclaimer. Haha!

DO YOU STILL HAVE A NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?

 

The time i started this post...

It's now past midnight and sleeping is not even in my mind. I am currently in my room, my lil' man is already sleeping and me is typing my thoughts. I actually missed this. The late night, everyone was asleep, quiet surroundings while composing into writing your thoughts. I want to take this opportunity to blog. Since it's a new year, I would like to blog about those new year's resolutions and all. 

It's now 2011 and 2010 was just another year you can cherish down the memory lane. I am wondering.. why is it that most people always got a new year's resolution for themselves? Do we really need to wait till new year to make things right or set goals for ourselves? Nothing against, me is just wondering. LOL!

I do set goals for my self. It's just that I don't plan ahead of time. I work on what I got as of the moment. I have learned to live life at the present and not to worry what will happen in the future. Don't get me wrong, coz it might sound like I don't care about my future. But I think of it this way - I need to make things the way I want it at the present and the future will take care of itself. None of us can really tell whatever is in store for us in the future. But I am a firm believer that whatever happens in your future is just a mere result of what you did today.

I am reflecting on what I've become at this time of my life. Then looking back, I've realized that I never even thought or planned anything of it before. But I am thankful for everything that happened in my life. All those experiences, may it be good or bad, were part of what I am as of the moment. I have no regrets and would still want to live my life at it's fullest.

I would have to say that the most important lesson life taught me thus far is that: GOD has a plan for me! God has a plan for every single person in the world. Whether something good or bad happens, it all works out for the best in the end. Your life may take turns that you don't want to happen, but it is only in time that you will understand why your life had to take that turn. One piece of advice: trust and believe. Just be the best YOU that you can be.

The time I ended this post...

2011 NOW BEGINS

2011 now begins...

It's the 1st day of 2011 and more to come. Bring it on!

I am wishing everyone a blessed new year.

GOODBYE WEEKEND

 

Goodbye weekend!

This is gonna be my last.

Gotta work on weekends starting next week.

I'm dead! LOL.

Will miss late night fun during weekends. =(

AT ONE POINT...

so true.

at one point in my life,
you were all i ever wanted!

LIFE IS PINK

Life is PINK!

No more feeling blue...

DARKEN IT

Just blacken my hair yesterday. It's been so long that I always dye my hair with light shade colors. Can't remember when was the last time that I had it colored with dark shades. I just got tired of always retouching it when the colors go down my hair and the fact that I don't have enough time now to always go to the salon to have it treated because it's really getting dry and dull. So I decided to darken it this time, at least it's low maintenance. It's not really black, it's deep dark brown. LOL!

Vanity strikes again!

NO!

I am thankful for all those who said

NO

Because of them, I did it myself!

-Albert Einstein

A WALK TO NOWHERE

a walk to nowhere
that's what i am most feeling now
you know that you are traveling
but there's no clear cut destination

i took the walk to nowhere
and somehow felt bewildered
all this puzzlement
were making me yearn for something

EVER WISH?

this is what i feel now..
remembering my childhood..
back to those happy days..

ever wish you were a child again?

BLACK AND WHITE

It was our site's first year anniversary. We had a Black and White theme party last night. It was not that extravagant but it was a blast! Everyone did have fun at the end of the night. We get to mingle and rub elbows with other accounts. It was indeed a wonderful year for our site. Considering the typhoon that hit us and the never ending changes. At that night, works are not allowed, it's just time to party!

WAITING FOR...

if you were happy with the wrong one,

just think how happy you will be

when the right one comes...

2010 ELECTIONS

May 10, 2010 >>> Election Day!

Who will be the next President of the Philippines? That is the question that will soon be answered. I was never a fan of politics, I am not really interested and I totally hate it. I don't see any improvements in my country and it seems that everyone could just be a politician. It's been a tradition here in the Philippines that if one member of the family becomes a politician, one in every generation should follow, and one thing that looks annoying is when showbiz icons are also going into politics.

I know (and hoping that I am right) that there are some who are truthful and sincere to their motives. But if you would look at it, most of them have their own personal interest. Corruption, power and money are the things that mirrors our government. It's so sad to think that even one who haven't been in the Philippines can tell how bad our politicians are. They just simply reflect our country's status as being one of the most corrupt country in Asia and even in the world.

I was never a believer of politics, I never really tried yet to vote and was not even a registered voter. Some people have this reaction that 'You should know how to practice your right.' I agree, but then, forcing yourself to pick to the 'not so eligible candidates', it will be better for me not to vote at all. My philosophy might not be sensible, I know, maybe saying 'I really don't care' might be a little acceptable. LOL.

My apologies if harshness is visible on this post, I am just stating my opinion. I'll be straight and frank by saying that politics is very dirty in the Philippines. As to what I observed to those who were running in politics, their loyalty is on question and their dignity is at risk, all because for power.

TRANSITION

new beginnings
changes
adjustments
getting used to it
seeking for help
asking for guidance
knowing the do's and dont's
learning

These were the things that my life is revolving right now. Just got promoted and I am preoccupied with all of these and was trying to grasp each one of them. It is indeed a big transition for me and I got to admit that I am still on the process of being accustomed to all the new tasks that was given to me. It was kind of hard for me now, still adjusting, but these fresh and unknown things just serve as a challenge for me to make it there. I am giving myself enough time, and sooner or later, I can do it just like everyone else does...

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

It's been awhile. All this time, I was trapped in an illusion. I keep on believing things would end up the way I wanted it to be. Though I know on the back of my mind, it was the impossible that I was wishing for.

I was such a hard-headed girl. I never stopped on hoping though the perceptible endings were just right in front of my face. Got to admit that I was locked on those moments and can't seem to find a way how to loosen it up.

It had affected me in one way or another. I just let myself dwell to that fantasy and be away from reality at some point in time. I was fully aware of the path that I am heading, it was not a good one, I know. Still I let myself indulge into it and not worry about what might have happened.

Our acquaintance and the times spent together were the best. It's like we were on our own world and don't have to worry about the rest. I had bring my true 'ME' when I'm with you and was having fun without worrying. We get along so well that even the uninteresting things will fascinates us at the end of the day.

I can clearly see the reasons why I stayed and let myself be deceived by the circumstances. Things between us were just too good to be true. It's like knowing that you are in a dream and just don't want to wake up.

I am now back to reality. The days I had with you was good but I don't want to just live on a dream. I am done with you and can definitely move on with my life. But then, you would stay as a beautiful nightmare for me...

DOING STUFFS

i am doing stuff

and will be doing more stuff later

and no doubt tomorrow

and everyday after that...


readying myself for those stuffs... LOL!

DO IT

TIP OF THE DAY:

Feel the fear

and do it anyway!


• need to bring lots of courage today •