PLATONIC FRIENDS

funny
crazy
silly
green minded
true friend
special


That's how I describe him. The days we've spent were the best and we are still counting. We simply know each others frame of mind that we cannot afford to be unreal when were together. I never thought we'd be able to get along so well and never realize as well that you'll be that friend I can definitely count on. There were things that only 'us' can understand one another.

Platonic love... you're right!
That's the best way to describe our friendship.


As promised, I already made a post especially for you.
This is it. Haha!

BEACH BUM

I just love the beach! Went there over the weekends with my friends and did some beach bumming. It's such a relaxing place for me. I can just stay there under the sun, watching the sunsets, hanging out at night, some bottle of beers, listening to the waves, until you fell asleep. It's really my favorite.

“The waves of the sea
Help me get back to me.”

--Jill Davis

TAKE ME

it takes a real man to do this...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

The Traditional Dad... That's how I describe my father. He is a good provider and makes sure that his children were always doing okay. I had given a lot of headaches to my Dad, but still he never failed to always be there when I needed a help. Though we always fight before and I acted like a bad daughter to him, it never stopped him being a good father to me. After all those silliness and foolishness I've done, he still believes on me and I am thankful for that. He is one man in my life that I can always count on. Though I already grew up, he still treats me like his little girl...


Happy Father's Day Daddy!

I JUST FELT LAZY

it's weekend...


I feel like going out but i also somehow feel restless. My mind says 'go out and have fun' but my body says 'lay in bed and sleep'. But overall, I think I just really felt lazy. LOL! Guess I'll let myself rest for a while first then maybe my body will change moods.


Happy Weekend!

IN A JAR

Wouldn't it be beautiful if I could put joy and happiness in a jar just like the fireflies? So that if I unlock the lid, it would flow everywhere.

It would be so nice.

HOT YET COLD

the hottest love
has the coldest end...

-Socrates

Hey, Soul Sister - Train

i don't wanna miss
a single thing you do

T O N I G H T


i ♥ this song!

MY SUNDAY MORNINGS

It's Sunday morning, I am having my second cup of coffee with a pack of cigarette on the side. I love these kind of mornings. Sipping a hot coffee, smoking, chilling and so lazy... such a relaxing moment for me. Good morning everyone!

WHEN I'M ALONE

there were times that I just can't help
but think of you..

at a snap of a finger
everything flashed back in my mind..

when I am alone
is when I feel you the most..

BEHIND IT

there is always

a little
truth
behind every
just kidding

a little
emotion
behind every
i don't care

and always a little
pain
behind every
it's okay

so sad...

RAINY DAYS ARE HERE

Hot days were over and rainy days are here. Summer's gone, which is my favorite time of the year. I know it's hot and makes everyone feel restless but the sudden heat and sunshine on those days is making me happy.

The rainy season makes the surroundings gloomy. It makes me feel lazy and just wants to stay at home, specifically in my room, laying on bed, under a blanket. What a hassle when you would go somewhere then you were caught in a rain and will end up looking like a wet duckling.

Rains would be nice if I can have the privilege to stay foot at home and act like a professional couch potato. LOL. But it just can't be.

DO IT AGAIN

I am old enough to say:

"I've done it"

and young enough to

DO IT AGAIN!

WAITING FOR...

if you were happy with the wrong one,

just think how happy you will be

when the right one comes...

BE BACK SOON

There's just a lot of things going on lately and it only makes me look forward on having myself type in this blog my thoughts and views. I miss blogging.

Will be back soon...

I ♥ HELLO KITTY

♥ I super love Hello Kitty and I am not really sure why. Maybe because it is pink and girly. It's just so cute. Looking at those stuffs above just makes me love her more. ♥

NOT MEANT TO BE

it makes me sad...

2010 ELECTIONS

May 10, 2010 >>> Election Day!

Who will be the next President of the Philippines? That is the question that will soon be answered. I was never a fan of politics, I am not really interested and I totally hate it. I don't see any improvements in my country and it seems that everyone could just be a politician. It's been a tradition here in the Philippines that if one member of the family becomes a politician, one in every generation should follow, and one thing that looks annoying is when showbiz icons are also going into politics.

I know (and hoping that I am right) that there are some who are truthful and sincere to their motives. But if you would look at it, most of them have their own personal interest. Corruption, power and money are the things that mirrors our government. It's so sad to think that even one who haven't been in the Philippines can tell how bad our politicians are. They just simply reflect our country's status as being one of the most corrupt country in Asia and even in the world.

I was never a believer of politics, I never really tried yet to vote and was not even a registered voter. Some people have this reaction that 'You should know how to practice your right.' I agree, but then, forcing yourself to pick to the 'not so eligible candidates', it will be better for me not to vote at all. My philosophy might not be sensible, I know, maybe saying 'I really don't care' might be a little acceptable. LOL.

My apologies if harshness is visible on this post, I am just stating my opinion. I'll be straight and frank by saying that politics is very dirty in the Philippines. As to what I observed to those who were running in politics, their loyalty is on question and their dignity is at risk, all because for power.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

I super love my Mom. She is the greatest in the world. She's the type of Mom who would always nag whenever she thinks you are not doing the right thing. I always wanna get rid of her whenever she is like that, she's unstoppable. But wait just a few minutes after those nagging times and she'll turn out to be your best friend again. She never fails to make me feel so loved. She would always go an extra mile just to make sure that me and my siblings are doing okay.

It's Mother's Day today.
Go ahead and show your Moms
how you appreciate
their unconditional love.

No one in the world can take the place of your mother.
Right or wrong, from her viewpoint you are always right.
She may scold you for little things, but never for the big ones.
~Harry Truman

100th POST

I haven't written here in my blog for a couple of days and just realized that it was now my 100th post. I didn't notice the number of posts that I have here until now. Just remembering those days that I started this blog. It was around August of last year when I resigned from my previous job and I was just at home during those times. I eventually got bored by doing nothing and think of something that I can make use of my time with.

I love writing ever since and wasn't able to do it for quite some time then, so making my own blog had hit me. I enjoyed jotting here my thoughts and was able to share it with others as well. Before, I really don't have any idea how this blogging thing works. At first, I don't know what 'following' and 'followers' really meant. Until I learned it day by day. I started to have followers in a matter of days, had visited different blogs, followed those I found interesting, leave comments to those posts I enjoyed reading and can totally relate with.

It was fun writing and knowing that some people appreciates my work. I wasn't really expecting that I would have followers here who would take time to read my posts and leave comments. I feel overwhelmed whenever I received comments saying that I had made their day better just because of something that they had read on my blog. It was not really the purpose of having this blog, but got to admit that I was flattered by my followers and their comments.

Write to express and not to impress is the role of my blog. But then again, I want to thank those people who are constantly visiting this blog and wasted some time on reading it's content.

FOREHEAD KISSES

What do you think about "kisses on the forehead"? Some thought of it as a gesture of respect, especially for the elders. We kissed our grandmas and grandpas on the forehead to show our respect and affection to them.

I find it sweet when a guy kisses a girl on the forehead. Most importantly if you can feel the sincerity of that act. I would say that kind of kisses means "i care about you." From my personal experience, I have to acknowledge that it's the sweetest thing that gives me the biggest, cheesiest smile on my face. I love it. LOL.

Bottom line is...
forehead kisses are special!

IT'S OKAY

reminiscing the times spent together.
being ourselves.
appreciating each other.
having fun.
our own world.


i am missing him.
i know that this will pass later.


it's one of those days again...

THESE ARE COOL

These types of room decors looks cool. It is highly recommended if you have a little space on your room and would want to make all your stuffs to be there but still need to be organized and spacious. I think having bright paint colors for your room makes it look spacious, cozy and comfortable. I know I am not an interior designer, that's just an observation though. I like the designs from the second and fifth photo, so modern and yet cozy. I would want to make my room look like one of these. LOL.

TRANSITION

new beginnings
changes
adjustments
getting used to it
seeking for help
asking for guidance
knowing the do's and dont's
learning

These were the things that my life is revolving right now. Just got promoted and I am preoccupied with all of these and was trying to grasp each one of them. It is indeed a big transition for me and I got to admit that I am still on the process of being accustomed to all the new tasks that was given to me. It was kind of hard for me now, still adjusting, but these fresh and unknown things just serve as a challenge for me to make it there. I am giving myself enough time, and sooner or later, I can do it just like everyone else does...

SURROUNDED YET ISOLATED

• surrounded but by some means isolated •

confused..
but then again, what is new?


absurd girl..
but i kind of like it!

SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE

i certainly believe on what the balloon says.

L O L

just wondering who and where can i find him?

i am patient.

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

It's been awhile. All this time, I was trapped in an illusion. I keep on believing things would end up the way I wanted it to be. Though I know on the back of my mind, it was the impossible that I was wishing for.

I was such a hard-headed girl. I never stopped on hoping though the perceptible endings were just right in front of my face. Got to admit that I was locked on those moments and can't seem to find a way how to loosen it up.

It had affected me in one way or another. I just let myself dwell to that fantasy and be away from reality at some point in time. I was fully aware of the path that I am heading, it was not a good one, I know. Still I let myself indulge into it and not worry about what might have happened.

Our acquaintance and the times spent together were the best. It's like we were on our own world and don't have to worry about the rest. I had bring my true 'ME' when I'm with you and was having fun without worrying. We get along so well that even the uninteresting things will fascinates us at the end of the day.

I can clearly see the reasons why I stayed and let myself be deceived by the circumstances. Things between us were just too good to be true. It's like knowing that you are in a dream and just don't want to wake up.

I am now back to reality. The days I had with you was good but I don't want to just live on a dream. I am done with you and can definitely move on with my life. But then, you would stay as a beautiful nightmare for me...

DOING STUFFS

i am doing stuff

and will be doing more stuff later

and no doubt tomorrow

and everyday after that...


readying myself for those stuffs... LOL!

DO IT

TIP OF THE DAY:

Feel the fear

and do it anyway!


• need to bring lots of courage today •

HAPPY EASTER DAY

Jesus had no servants,
yet they called Him Master.
Had no degree,
yet they called Him Teacher.
Had no medicines,
yet they called Him Healer.
Had no army,
yet kings feared Him.
He won no military battles,
yet He conquered the world.
He committed no crime,
yet they crucify Him.
He was buried in a tomb,
yet He lives today.

Feel honored to serve such a leader
who loves us so much.

Hope this thought inspire us.

Happy Easter Day!

WONDERFUL MOOD

i am in a wonderful mood,
simply because it's weekend...

have a nice weekend everyone!

SEA-SIDE

today...


april fool's day
maundy thursday
holiday
weather is hot
some were on vacation
i got work


It's Holy Week, means a long vacation for most of the people and me is not included. LOL! I would just want to be beside the sea-side.