I've been occupied with a lot of things lately and I felt like I'm spending a little time with myself these days. I don't know if spending time with yourself is really significant but I think it'll give you a clearer understanding of what you want in your life. As I woke up early this morning, around 3am while everybody in our house was so asleep, I decided to make a coffee and then returned to my room. I turned on the TV and there's nothing that interests me so I turned it off. I accompany my coffee with a stick of cigarette and suddenly found myself thinking about life? I am not sure. Haha! I just realized that I don't have specific plans in the future. I've always been like that. I am the type of person who just go along with the flow, I go wherever life brings me. I am not getting any younger and still, when I ask myself what I want to be or what are my plans, I cannot think of a specific answer to that.
I have a lot of things in mind, I should say. But I don't know where to begin or how to do it. My principle was always like this: I take whatever life offers me and do good at it. Looking back at my past, I got to say that I was able to really do good at the things that life threw at me. There's a lot of opportunities that had come my way and struggles at some point in time, but overall, life has been pretty kind to me. I just thought that maybe it's high time I plan things ahead and try to make them real. I'm that girl who is so bad in planning but I can try. LOL!
How 'bout you? Were you able to know your wants and needs in life? Guess we all have to take some time with ourselves to just think it over at least. =)
Just blacken my hair yesterday. It's been so long that I always dye my hair with light shade colors. Can't remember when was the last time that I had it colored with dark shades. I just got tired of always retouching it when the colors go down my hair and the fact that I don't have enough time now to always go to the salon to have it treated because it's really getting dry and dull. So I decided to darken it this time, at least it's low maintenance. It's not really black, it's deep dark brown. LOL!
I am so addicted to wedge right now. I just can't help it. Know the feeling when you saw it in a mall, you decided to ignore but it keeps on bugging your mind and you just can't stop thinking about it? Well, I ended up buying it anyways. I just love the look of it and the comfort of wearing it instead of those slim heels or stilettos.
Shoes are one of those stuffs that I have to say is something that I am having a hard time when shopping. Why? Because I have a size of like 9 or 10 and sometimes size 10 doesn't fit me still. WTF! That's why when I found a pair that I really like and fits me and all, no questions, I'll buy it!
Just recently, me and my best gurl Marriah went on shopping. We found a place where they sell wedge shoes for about half the price at the mall. I really went gaga seeing them. Though there were some that still doesn't fit me, but now I know where to go. I have to control myself buying 'coz I don't want to end up shopping for shoes alone. I ended up buying 2 pairs. There is still a next time. LOL!
~ polka dots and stripes ~
This is one of what we bought that day. We always end up having same color with different designs or same design with different colors. It's a girl thing!
I've spent $40,000 on shoes and I have no place to live? I will literally be the old woman who lived in her shoes! ~ Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City