CURLY HAIR

During one of those days when me and my friend Slice was talking about literally anything, we just suddenly thought of having a permanent curly hair. We were at work then and it was our break. Right after our shift, we went to a salon and have our hair curled!

It was a bad decision, we admit! We didn't like the way it ended up. Well, we don't have a choice but to live with it for the meanwhile. We need to wait some months before we can have our hair fixed again. That's what we get for being MAARTE! Hahaha.

The pic above, yes that's my hair! Not that red though in person, it was the camera, blame the camera. LOL!

DON'T RUSH

Broken hearts are meant to be fixed.

It may take a day, a week, a month, or even years. But at some point, somebody is going to come in your life and make you realize why every other relationship failed. Don’t rush the process, because being single is God’s way of saying now is not the time for you.

I LOVE YOU

A warning.
An apology.
An interruption.
A plea for attention.
An objection.
An excuse.
A justification.
A reminder.
A trap.
A blessing.
A disguise.
A revelation.
A way of saying nothing.
A way of summarizing everything.
A surrender.
An opening.
An end.

ROSARY TATTOO - IS IT OK?

Got a henna from Puerto Galera. I am actually thinking of having a real tattoo at my feet and a rosary anklet is the design I've wanted. Some didn't like it, especially those that take religions too seriously. Their opinion: rosary is too sacred that it shouldn't be used for nonsense. Ooopss! My apologies, I really didn't mean it. But I still want a rosary anklet tats on my feet. Hard headed girl!

I've made a similar post to this before, ANY TATTOO DESIGNS? I'm just into rosary tats. I dunno why I like them so much.

I DIDN'T MAKE IT

I didn't make it, I'm back to smoking! Well, I kinda somehow knew I would. LOL! It was never a plan in the first place, I just stopped for a meanwhile because I am sick. But I am already putting limits into it. If before I am smoking like 2 to 3 sticks of cigarettes at my 15 minute break alone, now I tried to smoke a maximum of 3 sticks in a day. I think that'll be a good start until I could really stop smoking. Which again, I am uncertain. Haha!

TOSS COIN

 

somehow true.

try it!

BE BRAVE ENOUGH

 

should be brave enough!

SIMPLE AS THAT!

 

simple as that!

AT ONE POINT...

so true.

at one point in my life,
you were all i ever wanted!

TIME WITH YOURSELF

I've been occupied with a lot of things lately and I felt like I'm spending a little time with myself these days. I don't know if spending time with yourself is really significant but I think it'll give you a clearer understanding of what you want in your life. As I woke up early this morning, around 3am while everybody in our house was so asleep, I decided to make a coffee and then returned to my room. I turned on the TV and there's nothing that interests me so I turned it off. I accompany my coffee with a stick of cigarette and suddenly found myself thinking about life? I am not sure. Haha! I just realized that I don't have specific plans in the future. I've always been like that. I am the type of person who just go along with the flow, I go wherever life brings me. I am not getting any younger and still, when I ask myself what I want to be or what are my plans, I cannot think of a specific answer to that.

I have a lot of things in mind, I should say. But I don't know where to begin or how to do it. My principle was always like this: I take whatever life offers me and do good at it. Looking back at my past, I got to say that I was able to really do good at the things that life threw at me. There's a lot of opportunities that had come my way and struggles at some point in time, but overall, life has been pretty kind to me. I just thought that maybe it's high time I plan things ahead and try to make them real. I'm that girl who is so bad in planning but I can try. LOL!

How 'bout you? Were you able to know your wants and needs in life? Guess we all have to take some time with ourselves to just think it over at least. =)

GOD SAYS:

God says:

A S K

and you shall be granted
but you will also be tested.


i did • i was • i am


everything has it's worth!

NO!

I am thankful for all those who said

NO

Because of them, I did it myself!

-Albert Einstein

IT'S YOURSELF

at the end of the day
it's just yourself
that you can always depend on.

HOT YET COLD

the hottest love
has the coldest end...

-Socrates

WAITING FOR...

if you were happy with the wrong one,

just think how happy you will be

when the right one comes...

2010 ELECTIONS

May 10, 2010 >>> Election Day!

Who will be the next President of the Philippines? That is the question that will soon be answered. I was never a fan of politics, I am not really interested and I totally hate it. I don't see any improvements in my country and it seems that everyone could just be a politician. It's been a tradition here in the Philippines that if one member of the family becomes a politician, one in every generation should follow, and one thing that looks annoying is when showbiz icons are also going into politics.

I know (and hoping that I am right) that there are some who are truthful and sincere to their motives. But if you would look at it, most of them have their own personal interest. Corruption, power and money are the things that mirrors our government. It's so sad to think that even one who haven't been in the Philippines can tell how bad our politicians are. They just simply reflect our country's status as being one of the most corrupt country in Asia and even in the world.

I was never a believer of politics, I never really tried yet to vote and was not even a registered voter. Some people have this reaction that 'You should know how to practice your right.' I agree, but then, forcing yourself to pick to the 'not so eligible candidates', it will be better for me not to vote at all. My philosophy might not be sensible, I know, maybe saying 'I really don't care' might be a little acceptable. LOL.

My apologies if harshness is visible on this post, I am just stating my opinion. I'll be straight and frank by saying that politics is very dirty in the Philippines. As to what I observed to those who were running in politics, their loyalty is on question and their dignity is at risk, all because for power.

TRANSITION

new beginnings
changes
adjustments
getting used to it
seeking for help
asking for guidance
knowing the do's and dont's
learning

These were the things that my life is revolving right now. Just got promoted and I am preoccupied with all of these and was trying to grasp each one of them. It is indeed a big transition for me and I got to admit that I am still on the process of being accustomed to all the new tasks that was given to me. It was kind of hard for me now, still adjusting, but these fresh and unknown things just serve as a challenge for me to make it there. I am giving myself enough time, and sooner or later, I can do it just like everyone else does...

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

It's been awhile. All this time, I was trapped in an illusion. I keep on believing things would end up the way I wanted it to be. Though I know on the back of my mind, it was the impossible that I was wishing for.

I was such a hard-headed girl. I never stopped on hoping though the perceptible endings were just right in front of my face. Got to admit that I was locked on those moments and can't seem to find a way how to loosen it up.

It had affected me in one way or another. I just let myself dwell to that fantasy and be away from reality at some point in time. I was fully aware of the path that I am heading, it was not a good one, I know. Still I let myself indulge into it and not worry about what might have happened.

Our acquaintance and the times spent together were the best. It's like we were on our own world and don't have to worry about the rest. I had bring my true 'ME' when I'm with you and was having fun without worrying. We get along so well that even the uninteresting things will fascinates us at the end of the day.

I can clearly see the reasons why I stayed and let myself be deceived by the circumstances. Things between us were just too good to be true. It's like knowing that you are in a dream and just don't want to wake up.

I am now back to reality. The days I had with you was good but I don't want to just live on a dream. I am done with you and can definitely move on with my life. But then, you would stay as a beautiful nightmare for me...

DO IT

TIP OF THE DAY:

Feel the fear

and do it anyway!


• need to bring lots of courage today •

IT'S COMPOSE OF...

L I F E

is compose of

complications, disappointments and agony...

yet full of

surprises and opportunities...

CHERISH IT!