HATE MONDAYS?

Start your Monday

with a positive thought... 

and being positive that you hate Mondays 

does not count... :P

A great week ahead to everyone!

IT'S CROWDED LATELY

I've neglected my blog these past few days. There's just a lot going on lately, even sleeping was like a task that you need to do just because your body needs to. But if not, seems like I won't be sleeping to keep up with all the things I have to do. The longest hours of sleep I could have this past few days is 5 hours. 

It's not just about work but other stuffs too. I already have a full plate with many side dishes. My world is too crowded lately. I'm not complaining, it's actually much better to have a crowded world than an isolated one. I just need to remind myself when to slow down if stuffs are getting out of hand. Well, I am learning how. =)

I'M NOT OKAY

It's one of those days again. I don't know how to describe exactly how I feel but one thing is certain - I am not okay. I hope that this will eventually pass. It's hard to contain this kind of disturbance by myself but I also don't want to affect the people around me by this desolation. People who knew me so well can sense if something's not right, they would normally asks "What's wrong? Any problem?". Me, being the selfless person would normally wear a smile and will say "Nothing, I'm okay." They would ask for the second time and I would crack a joke as to avoid the conversation. I'm that type of person, I don't want to bother other people by my dilemmas. 

I'm not a quitter, I have a very long patience, I should say. That's why I guess friends often tell that they adore the fighter in me. But there also comes a point that you just want to give up, pack up your things, leave, find somewhere new, start over and hope for the best. There were also times that I felt like failing is the only option. But I remind myself that it would not help me in any other way. Then I wait till that spur of low spirit comes off.

They might see a strong person in me but part of me still wants to weep. I'm tired of being told I'm strong and letting them believe that I am. For once, I would like to be as weak as I feel.....

TAKE A DEEP BREATH

There's just a lot on my plate lately and there were times I felt that it's more of what I can take. I'm the type of person who don't give up easily. Lately, I am wondering if that trait really helps me now. I am literally getting tired and sick of all these. But the doer in me still stands out. When everything that surrounds me seems like a dilemma, I just take a deep breath to calm my mind. I hope this works for long.

GO AWAY!

I've been staying home and rest all weekend and yet I am still sick! It's not helping me in any way. I've never been so sick like this before, this is the longest! Please, please, please go away and never come back...

SICK OF BEING SICK!

Been sick for almost a week now. My condition does not get any better. Simply because I cannot take a full rest. Still reporting to work coz I need to, a lot of reports to do. Ever felt like dragging yourself to work? That's the exact feeling I had. I hope I get well sooooooooon!

MUCH AWAITED OFF!

It's been a long and tiring week.

transition

adjustments

maintenance

updates

meetings

trainings

deadlines

What a week! LOL. But still I know that rest days will come. This is it! Finally, I'm getting some rest now.

The much awaited OFF!

TAKE ME THERE

Will be away from reality for awhile.

That's all I need, 

though it's just for a little while.

=)

TIRED AND SLEEPY

i am

tired and sleepy..

obviously,

that shows on this post!

TIRED?

Feeling sad.. Or maybe I am just too tired.. 

*SIGH*

It's the sudden change of emotions again..