Sunday, April 11, 2010


It's been awhile. All this time, I was trapped in an illusion. I keep on believing things would end up the way I wanted it to be. Though I know on the back of my mind, it was the impossible that I was wishing for.

I was such a hard-headed girl. I never stopped on hoping though the perceptible endings were just right in front of my face. Got to admit that I was locked on those moments and can't seem to find a way how to loosen it up.

It had affected me in one way or another. I just let myself dwell to that fantasy and be away from reality at some point in time. I was fully aware of the path that I am heading, it was not a good one, I know. Still I let myself indulge into it and not worry about what might have happened.

Our acquaintance and the times spent together were the best. It's like we were on our own world and don't have to worry about the rest. I had bring my true 'ME' when I'm with you and was having fun without worrying. We get along so well that even the uninteresting things will fascinates us at the end of the day.

I can clearly see the reasons why I stayed and let myself be deceived by the circumstances. Things between us were just too good to be true. It's like knowing that you are in a dream and just don't want to wake up.

I am now back to reality. The days I had with you was good but I don't want to just live on a dream. I am done with you and can definitely move on with my life. But then, you would stay as a beautiful nightmare for me...


  1. Love is magic.. and magic can sometimes be an illusion..This post really fits me. I feel like you're writing about me. I was just looking for something that can make me feel better. Thanks for this post. Love you!♥

    p/s: i just noticed some spelling error in the other comment. The word is actually 'complicated'

  2. @ Edlin: It's good to hear that my posts were making you feel better. Funny is, when I am reading your blog, I can relate so much into it as well. Seems like we have the same scenarios in life.

    Thanks for the comment... ♥


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